a lot of people confuse a stroke with a heart attack....

Word of the day: Confused - unable to think clearly; bewildered

A lot of people confuse a stroke with a heart attack...

I find this to have multiple meanings.

So it's 6:09 A.M. and I'm up packing for Maasu and staying up late has just got me thinking alot about myself.  The word confused is what I am at this moment.  I don't know how I should feel or how I should act in a situation like this...I want to be more but I'm unsure..I'm confused.  I did something i really regret today...I should've never said anything :(..... I might've lost a good friend... I don't know how to deal with my situation.  I have feelings for her but then I feel like i shouldn't and so I'm trying to just keep it as that but then I get the urge to just let it out.... I'm getting tired....ZzzZzz if I sleep I will probably miss my exam at 11:30! I hope do well on the exam...I just hope it won't be different....:/ probably will.....

Thinking alone....

Thinking alone.... 

thinking alone only makes me miss not thinking alone...

Even though I know I don't have to think alone I still do... until I'm forced to think with others.

Does blogging always have to be emo?! Gosh... I miss what I had....:/

A friend said to me "wow your blog is all lyrics!"....I guess it's easier for me to express how I'm feeling through artist's lyrics.  And how coincidental I found a song for how I am feeling...

Departure time 7:30
I'm packed and ready to go
First class ticket outta here
I think its time to put it back in gear
No more standby
I'm tryna stay clear (uhh)

Turbulence got me nervous
I should've never flown
Scared when you fly alone again
You know the atmosphere wasn't perfect
I'm thinkin to myself "Was it worth it?"

Lay over its almost over
I can see clearly
No more stormy weather
Exit now
Don't pull on the lever lever
This gon be my final destination
No more sittin around havin my time wasted

You say its now or never
I pick never
We can be together
So calm down
No more red eyed late nights
No one-way, no more connected flights
When.....

Chorus:
When it started out that this relationship was unhealthy
You broke the code
Never thought that you would stoop so low (loww)
You got me flyin solo
Now you cryin talkin bout how you can't live without me (yeahh...)
My heart is sore
Should have never ever let me explore (ohh)
You got me flyin solo
Solo solo solo
Solo solo solo
Solo solo solo (you got me flyin)
You got me flyin solo
Solo solo solo
Solo solo solo
Solo solo solo (you got me flyin)
You got me flyin solo


Touchin down 11:30
I'm rushin through the doors
I'm in a good place now
I can't find my baggage
Now I don't even want it back
And I don't wanna have ya no more
I don't need a carry-on
It's gonna weigh me down
You didn't think I would find out
Whether or not he was wrong or right
I can't talk now
I gotta catch another flight

Lay over its almost over
I can see clearly
No more stormy weather
Exit now
Don't pull on the lever lever
This gon be my final destination (nation)
No more sittin around havin my time wasted (wasted)

You say its now or never
I pick never
We can be together
So calm down
No more red eyed late nights
No one-way, no more connected flights
When.....

*chorus

Thought I was scared to fly
Without you here
Now you can't get
Under my skin
Like you did before, why?
I was so reluctant to walk out on us
So now I'm taking back my life
Goodbye (yeah, yeah)

*chorus

It's a NEW DAY! OBAMAA

Make you just want to wake up early in the morning and enjoy the new day. :)

Disturbia!

Pre-Disturbia:

Me, Taneezy, Vic, and Johnny aka D.A.M aka Drowsy helping out our sisters of Phi Delta Alpha get ready for their 6th annual Halloween party Disturbia.  

Also Congratulation Tau Kappa Omega: Kappa Class for winning the costume contest

(image is poor, will upload better picture later) Oompa Loompas!